I told myself to stop all negative thinking but then once I listen, see and read about sweet topics, it reminds me back to why wanna make myself to keep away from thinking negatively. I'm not sure ever since when I start to love to think negatively. It's so distracting and miserable. It weaken my soul, weaken my heartbeat, weaken my thoughts....Huh...

I had got an additional insight of what do you mean by "attached" that you used to tell me last time..I know just a month of together, I can feel the attached already..Knowing you are busy with your work, I didn't wanna disturb you because working is important and earning money is our target of life..

I admit that I might be too sticky..I know I being strange to you at the very beginning because I fear, but you given me confidence! I started to in love with you, I really have lots of things in mind for rest of our journey. I willing to learn things that I don't know. Seeing you so hardworking to work, you're indirectly hinting me that you want a better life in future, I know that!

Knowing you are going to vacation for the whole week, so planning to call or text you to say enjoy and take care but I not dare to because I scared you're busy..Just waiting for you to do so..Telling myself to leave myself and you alone because I might be annoying sometimes (don't mind talk bad about myself) so that you won't have distractions and I can follow my schedule..But I really miss you, baby!

I have lost my words in mind now..! >"<

Just to say out: I miss you, I love you more that I can say, baby! =( Hope you get it! Take care in krabi and don't busy with your work without having good sleeps and skip meals okay?..