Monday, May 31, 2010

A week before final exam for the semester...

Woke up in the early morning because supposed to meet up with someone. Starting off with some reading on cost info subject while waiting a message to come..After a while, proceed to send emails to lecturers and read on company reporting online. Well, today's meeting up is cancelled, a bit of disappointment. It's okay..

My examination time table is as follow:
11 June 2010 - Cost Information for Decision Making
14 June 2010 - Accounting for Information System and Financial Modelling
18 June 2010 - Money and Capital Markets
21 June 2010 - Company Reporting
22 June 2010 - 18 July 2010 = HOLIDAYS!!!! =)

The days after assignments ended, the level of productivity is really totally out, not as usual. I have no idea what happened. I have talked to friends around me, they are the same as well. I wondered why hmmm....I think I have lack of motivation this time, although I have the strong mind that I wanna score well this semester!



I know part of the motivation is always come from someone but till now I don't have anything yet. Just hope someone can motivates me in a way. Also, I have to stary strong to fight with the lazy worms in my body. After all, only 1 week + for exam, one blink that's over. So have to work hard for the exam, then I can enjoy my birthday celebrations and go for relaxations (my plans!!!) ^^

Hereby, wish myself and everyone who are taking examination starting next week, GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST!!! =D

Friday, May 21, 2010

A moody day...

Well, it's been a long time I have blogged..And now, countdown 3 weeks to final for this semester. Time passed so fast! One blinked, half a year gone =S

How am I so far? Not too good and not too bad. About studies, I think I'm still okay with it. Today handed in last assignment for the semester and another last online quiz due next week. It's time to marry to the books and wish to get good scores this semester, cannot afford to have any low marks anymore. It's not going to be a fun thing.Just hope for the best and try my best.

Don't know why I'm not in a very good mood these days. I feel like I'm hating myself and whatever I do are bad and wrong..I really wondering what happened??!! I put my eyes to see and my heart to feel people beside me, well one of my friend is so emo about everything she faced, I don't comment much as I can't even handling myself well yet. Some are so good, because they have someone to accompany them when they are down, sick, sad, depressed, happy, excited and everything. And of course, can share out with parents but when you have someone in heart, you're just hoping him/her to be the one you can share with as well because he/she is one of the important one besides parents.

I have no idea why..Maybe because I'm too sensitive or whatever. I just feel unsafe and don't what sort of feelings I have now. A simple thing that I already mentioned many times, I'm tired to keep on mention. I have tried to ignore my down feeling, I wanna find someone to share my feeling out. But it seems no one =( I can only keep to myself. I can only force myself to do more work to keep myself busy that's all..

I still have parents' care of course and from friends as well but not you! Seriously, I don't know what to say anymore..I really hope my wish that I expected so long will come through soon..I'm scared, confused, etc...

Well, don't wanna make my blog so emo again. I just wanna express out my feeling here today, I feel a bit better now..I wish everyone who are having exam soon, a Happy Studying ^^ がんばってください!!! ciaoz...

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Long time...

Sorry for being so long not updating my bloggie =)
Have been busy and lotsa things to settle!
I will be back here to share my moments with you in another few weeks time perhaps!

Stay tuned! ^^ Have a nice may month!!