Marketing was a fine paper for me. If the paper is 3 hours, I will definitely do better for it. However, over is over, hopefully can get a HD for it =)

Next, I will be having Business Law, Money and Capital and lastly, accounting! Business law is driving me crazy these few days. I don't really know how to do my notes as in how to arrange it. The main worry is when I go through last semester's paper, my brain is blank. The fear starts ever since. Money cap is another worrying one. Gotta remember all the concepts and how to calculate >.< Just need more time to remember all and stuff..

Tonight gonna stay up late to finish off law notes (hopefully can stand it). Then, I can continue to study money cap and also read through all law past year. If my mission success, I will be more calm and more prepared for the 2 papers. Sometimes I need motivation. What can I do to motivate myself??? Hmmmm....I want to eat desserts or ice cream muahahaha xD

Lets see how's my progress!!! Ice cream and desserts, my aim now =P



Dinner time!! Later, back to study! All the best to Monash-ians!!!

With the tips and hints from the lecturers,

I feel safe and not so stress about exam,

However, there're still nervous and worries around, not so prepared yet!

Exam is just 4 more days to go,

And the war will be starting once again =S

Wish this semester's exam will be good,

Wish this semester's results will be better than last semester!

Need to prepare well,

Need to stay healthy and good mood,

Need to be calm and fresh,

Then I guess I will feel good =)

Hope for the best now!

God Bless! Wish everyone and myself all the best! ^_^

Have been thinking the whole night,

Why I have been thinking so much these few days,

No results...

Anyway, really have to put aside everything,

And focus in exam which is in 8 days time..

Focus, focus, focus...

No more thinking negative and any unnecessary things already!!

Gambatte! =) Good luck to everyone and myself!

Exam countdown-ing 9 days,

Am I well prepared yet?

No, I am not..

Feel so nervous and worry about this and that,

The only thing I can do is keep studying and understand the facts,

But my brain cannot absorb huh =S

Cousin bro said eat omega to improve brain memory wo,

But where to get? Eat more fishes? Vitamins?

I know if I study, understand the concept and remember them,

It's not a problem I guess,

But I have no confidence in myself,

Why? Why? Why? I wonder...

No motivation,

If someone can be by my side now,

I think I will feel much better!

Final exam is getting nearer and nearer..

Yet I'm still not well prepared yet,

In fact, just started to do revision not long ago..

Hopefully I can revise all in time,

So not so stress, tension and nervous,

And I know what am I doing..

Well, moods are getting a bit stable already,

But sometimes will still the same, controllable..

It's gonna be exam fever for the next few weeks,

And missing you also..

I have nothing to say more,

But just have a patient and trust heart!

Not going to think more than that,

Just focus what I should focus on now!

Okay la, gotta head off to sleep already,

Goodnight and have sweet dreams =)

Days are getting down and saddening,

Thanks for people who care for me!

I appreciate it =)

Well, I have to be strong to face anything,

There're many challenges out there,

Need to learn how to stand firm and stay strong..

I know I have not been confidence in everything,

So now I have to build confidence on myself..

Be positive and take things easy, not to stress..

Knowing final is in 2 weeks time,

Need to work hard on it,

Must be prepared for every subjects..

Put exam at the first place,

Others just put aside,

After final only back to resolution time hmm..

That's what I can do now I guess...

Gotta head off to sleep, goodnight! =)

Hope everyone has a good week ahead, including myself! God Bless!

Miss you......

You know how much I miss you?

I just wanna see you a day or just a call from you,

That will shine my day,

That will give me a click...

When I think about you,

I really feel like crying,

Because I miss you so much........

Days without you here,

I miss you so much,

I find myself lost somewhere...

You're my motivator,

No matter you're in happiness or sorrow...

I need motivation badly now,

Which is you, my baby!!

Below is a true feeling from bottom of my heart to you, my baby!

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~~Trust You ~~

I love you
I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me

Light or darkness
Sorrow or joy
I want to protect your everything

Even if you've lost your way
I'll be right beside you
The two of us can trust each other
So don't let go


(Extracted from Trust You - Yuna Ito ; Edited by JackASS; Quote from JackASS)

Tuesday: Went to Educate09 held in my university. Well, it was a great one although we always think talks are bored lol..Speakers are Dr Andrew and Dr Matthew from Monash University of Australia and Dr Joanna from our campus. Some sort of study skills talk was given by them, interesting and fun though! We have puzzle guessing, Q&A, and some discussion around..People's responds are quite true and make us laugh LOL...

Wednesday: Planned earlier that going for a movie with faustina but then we have no mood and so stress with assignment and stuff >"< I slept alot because I was having bad headache due to drink too much coffee, made me awake and I couldn't sleep well huh. Also, I have got lots of things to think..I know I have to be strong towards everything la..My mind full of "What can I do?"..No one can answer me, even myself!

Past experience seriously creates a big fear to me and you. We have different experience back there but it comes to an end that the feelings we faced are the same. Sad, miss, think and feel no one can replace what you had in the past. Yeah, I agreed of course but life has to move on and I understand it's not easy though. These few days, I have been thinking and understand what I should do to build confidence in you for being in a new relationship and for myself too. I'm looking forward to see this to be in improving process.

I know I am still conservative and it's time to change myself even more. People still see me not independent and overprotected somewhat huh..Okay, maybe I am..That's why people think I'm still think like a small kid =.=" I have many thoughts in my heart and mind,just that I don't know how to express out!

I really think we can go far, it's just that we both still need one more step and I guess we are on. For me, I should be a better person for you. I know what I should get myself improved and wanna let you know for all these I changed not just for myself only but more for you, baby! You're my only one, my precious one! I will do whatever things I can to help you to get back the feel you had in the past and of course new ones ^_^ I'm serious, not kidding..

For now, I will have to concentrate with my final and you have to concentrate with your work. I know you'll be busy, either me. Because I study for future, you work for future. Nothing to be neglected! I hope for the best for both of us. Once I done with my final, I will fully concentrate on you and working as well.

God bless us and the world! Tsunami coming again! Can feel shaking, be aware..Hope everyone around the world are safe and peace!